Have you thought about starting at the beginging to earn trust. I am starting as a CNA to gain trust so I can become a LPN again.I have been a cashie for the last 2 years and it has been very humbling because nobody knows I am a nurse because I dont want them to know why i am not working as a nurse. Here I was incharge of 6 CNAs an I was incharge of upto 54 residents and now I am stcuk on a cashregistrer letting people whon don't know half as much as me be in control of me.I wish you the best of luck