I sent you a private message - but other here - let me assure you that your career as a nurse is not over - I was once where you are and can state that you will be ok. In the fullness of time by God's grace and a willingness to work a full program of recovery you will find what so many others have found. I life of sobriety and fulfillment beyond your wildest dreams.
Peace and Namaste
Hppy