Hello, I have been clean now for 1 year 4 months . I had to quit my agency job and am now unemployed b/c of my consent order and not being able to administer narcotics. I am recieving unemployment and has been for a while. I am catching hell trying to find a job. I have been turned down about 13 to 14 times. I donot know what I am going to do for money. I donot see what good a nursing liscens is when you cannot find a job.I did apply for a job outside of nursing that pays nothing that I am used to paying my bills from.I just feel that I might as well giveup nursing because I have to make a living. I had no idea that this profession would just turn their back on you.I am sooooo worried that I donot know what to do next.