hi. also new. Are u working yet, looking for a job? I have been in recovery 9 mo. I was out of work for a while but working now. Was really scarey @ first , going to interveiws. Finally figured out how to network with other nurses I had worked with in past. Got a job I love, in the area I specialize in. Have an awesome director! Still sometimes hard not to have regrets from the past, the "What if's...." But does get better, accepting it for what it is. Not @ the point where I wouldn't change it if I could, but that's why I 'm working this program. Happy to have second for sure Different state. Same / similar story probably. hope to hear from u. - Tweetybird-