Hi Brighteyez. I am so sorry to hear about what you are going through, but I sure can relate. I already have felony charges against me for diverting Vicodin in a fraudulent manner from my previous place of work. I am an RN with almost 10 years experience. There are so many emotions to deal with such as the shame, guilt, fear, anxiety, depression. I too wish I could turn back time and do things differently. I am so sick about what I have done, and so mad at myself. I also have problems with alcohol, which is where my narcotics problem stems from. Yes, I have severe issues too. I am going to AA on the advice of my lawyer, and I think it helps. Am also starting some individual counseling tomorrow. My next court date is March 4th. I am so fearful. Every day I live in fear. The only one who knows is my boyfriend who is as supportive as he can be. I can't believe I am putting him through this. I can't believe I've let myself get to this point. I just wanted you to know you are not alone. Don't listen to those who are negative and judgemental. They haven't walked a mile in our shoes.