Originally Posted by
NYCRN82
BUT!?????
One of the ways that I am able to pull myself from the rubble of depression, self-loathing, and ultimately self abuse is by working towards a goal. For example I am currently taking the first round of classes for CRNA. But I abuse Propofol. So basically, Im just supposed to say "well, I cant be around diprivan so there goes my dream"? You know what that makes me want to do. Is reach for the Diprivan.
Admitting you have a problem is one thing. Admitting that when there is already a mental illness in place is another. Take away hope and motivation, and its like, why bother.