So, the administrator said he wasn't aware of my history.....therefore he's really sorry, but the job is no more. They retracted the offer of employment. Didn't know that could be done after the contract is signed, but I guess it can. So now I don't have a nursing job and have already resigned from the job I had. Sigh....not sure what God is trying to tell me, but I am very sad. Went to a meeting and talked to my sponsor, and am still sad....