Are you familiar with twelve step programs and are serious about recovery? I hope you become involved if you are an addict, because you will find support and not feel alone. Remember though, that you have to do the work; i.e get a sponsor, work the steps and show up for meetings. AA/NA works for many, many people and addiction is a killer physically, mentally and spiritually. Just lost a friend I graduated with from complications of esophageal varicies thanks to alcoholism. God Bless!